Too old to pioneer?
The nature of a Christian is to pioneer; like the rock climber who goes out in front, finding hands and footholds, putting in cleats and laying down the ropes for others to follow up the rock face. Pioneers have a forerunner heart, they’re in a place of change and acceleration and often without language to explain what they’re doing. They have no road map or blueprint as they walk off the known map.
And so it was after 25 years of ministry in a church on the edge of London and Essex, one with a Christian school as part of its ministry, I sensed that something was stirring. Having passed on the leadership of the church and school to younger people, it wouldn’t have been unreasonable for my wife Julie and me to settle into a more relaxed life-style and to enjoy the fruits of what we, together with others, had sown over the years, but no, a wake-up call was coming!
Pioneers, having heard the call of the Lord, can’t settle and some form of journey usually follows. The Bible is full of such stories and characters. The questions and challenges they will have faced many times before will have to be faced again. Are they ready to journey? To leave familiar terrain, family and friends? Who will they travel with? Are they prepared for trouble? What must they leave behind and what must they take with them for the journey?
It wasn’t long before we, together with a number of friends, found ourselves living in the Yorkshire Dales and meeting from house to house. But five years on, just as we began to settle to this new way of life, Covid hit and we were no longer able to meet together! By now, most of us, in our late sixties and early seventies, could have been forgiven for thinking our pioneering days were over, but soon God was speaking again!
This resulted in Julie and me moving to Canonbie in the Scottish borders where we purchased Byreburnfoot House, a Victorian country house plus three cottages on the estate. This enabled some of our friends to move in with us forming a small community of believers. Eventually this was to give birth to Canonbie Christian Retreat Centre.
So can we now settle? Only God can answer that! In the meantime, l believe that the greatest pioneering journey any of us is called to make isn’t an outward one where we do something i.e. exchange one Christian experience/location for another, but an inner journey of faith where we become something i.e. a dwelling place for God in the Spirit. Christianity isn’t a self-improvement programme, but an exchange of life – as we die daily to our self-life we become vessels that God can fill with his. As we embark on this journey age counts for nothing!
Posted by Paul Taylor
